31/10/09

we be gone to the temple last week. it was a nice places with a lot of things to look at. i myself love the most is not the scenario there but is one of the poem that was written by xin yun da si. (sad cuz i nw i work and didnt able to type in chinese) he wrote down you must be true to urself and to ur frens. just be the person u are n don be fake. don care how ppl look on us and be the one and the only one which are u urself.
right here i wish to tell one of my fren jus to be one she is. she nonit to other. she nonit to stand on what ppl expected from her. she should help people but ignore how ppl judge on her. i have told her many times and right nw i still wanted to tell her again (more than 5 years). don ever live under ppl expectation and let the pressure on ur shoulder alw.
i m those ppl that feel pressure or miserable on that particular day and will able to recover back the next day. sometimes do need to understand that what should be the issue that u need to concern in. don alw wanted to make things perfect cuz things will never be perfect and that y is nice to live cuz we alw can go hunt for the perfection that we wanted on ourselves.
DREAM: is importatnt to have one but u must understand behind the word DREAM that is a lot of other things that u able to go for. if u reli so in to ur DREAM then u have to let go of others things u care for. which is the most important issue right nw is that u have to clear which is the important for u and is it worth to make the sacrified. i do explain for u (more than 5 yrs) but i do respect u and will support for what u wanted to go for. although that i don agree with you that you should go ahead with that but what can i do cuz this is ur life and if reli that important for u. so in my end here oni support can do.
this matter actually have been close case but apparently is float out of my mind again so just wanted to make clear of everything i decided to write down.