31/10/09

right nw that malaysia have just announce not to import to used 2nd hand part for car. but did they know that how wide the field will be affected by them by this decision.
sometimes i do curious abt the decision that they make and did they ever consider and think of the pic. yes everything got good and bad but they should let our country grow and turn around.
like the issue of the sexy singer that stop to come to our country to open concert. they have lower down the eco here by the way how they define sexy.
not much to write also but like our fren mr huang the new song that he sang is quite interested. is it talk Lan ciao and cibai is bad word. pls correct me. cuz i been using all those words. does it mean that ppl not using those words are consider nice and have manners and polite (sorry eng not so good in description).
but god know what have they done. yes and oni god knows......

31/10/09

we be gone to the temple last week. it was a nice places with a lot of things to look at. i myself love the most is not the scenario there but is one of the poem that was written by xin yun da si. (sad cuz i nw i work and didnt able to type in chinese) he wrote down you must be true to urself and to ur frens. just be the person u are n don be fake. don care how ppl look on us and be the one and the only one which are u urself.
right here i wish to tell one of my fren jus to be one she is. she nonit to other. she nonit to stand on what ppl expected from her. she should help people but ignore how ppl judge on her. i have told her many times and right nw i still wanted to tell her again (more than 5 years). don ever live under ppl expectation and let the pressure on ur shoulder alw.
i m those ppl that feel pressure or miserable on that particular day and will able to recover back the next day. sometimes do need to understand that what should be the issue that u need to concern in. don alw wanted to make things perfect cuz things will never be perfect and that y is nice to live cuz we alw can go hunt for the perfection that we wanted on ourselves.
DREAM: is importatnt to have one but u must understand behind the word DREAM that is a lot of other things that u able to go for. if u reli so in to ur DREAM then u have to let go of others things u care for. which is the most important issue right nw is that u have to clear which is the important for u and is it worth to make the sacrified. i do explain for u (more than 5 yrs) but i do respect u and will support for what u wanted to go for. although that i don agree with you that you should go ahead with that but what can i do cuz this is ur life and if reli that important for u. so in my end here oni support can do.
this matter actually have been close case but apparently is float out of my mind again so just wanted to make clear of everything i decided to write down.

31/10/09

i understand that i miss her v much but what can i do....
she busy with her life and i busy with my life.
i just wish that she able to spend more time with her family
cuz currently her life is between work study and slp
that all and is a 6 days unstop and were oni to rest on wed.
we both are nw looking to seek for our future to be success
so right nw we have to accomplish the things that we r doing right nw
and when the time is correct then only try to look into this issue.
i still playfull as what she mention to me. yes i do, cuz i haven play enough for my life and i haven grown up and never will i grow up.
i want to go look at the world, i want to know that can i do, i know that how far can i go for, i want to know who reli m i.
although i do hope that u were there for me but pls go for ur dream and accomplish the things that u wanted to do right nw as i m doing the same thing. u had understand that is important to finish the task right nw cuz u have miss out last time. everything is not too late and wont be too late.
the oni issue that call late is that u stand there forever and without want to move forward again.
hope that when the time that we meet again we still have the passion in between us with the relationship.

29/10/09

today is a damn day cuz there is one of the customer who is a fucking idiot. his wife call in to ask me waive the charges for her husband. but pls la i need to verified with the main card holder which is this Mr L. WTF. he hang my call for 3 times still i need to call back. and sumore fuck him that i just enq for his mother name cuz he duno everything about his a/c and is all handle by his wife. i duno what happen to Sg guys that will let their women to handle all of their financial. what is going on guy in Sg pls take own financial and don like that idiots..... no intention but is true if i hurt u all Sg pls don scold me.

after that this mr L noted my name and said will write in letter inform that i m the one that force him to terminate the card. WTF, pls don be so stupid. this case was happen at early oct but right nw i have receive one fax that stated there i m the one will help this mr L to waive the charges. HELLO, if reli i can then i will let him hear the recording and he should ashame of the fucking case he is asking me to do right nw. by the way, i still need to do the verification with him but ended up he told me what i wan from him and don call him and do everything via paper. hahaha do he know that P&C is reli i able to do so then i will do cuz i duwan to entertain for such idiot.

what the hell is with this guy. duno who the hell will married him. haha there a woman have been pity to stay with her for whole life. i feel so empathy to her and wish her luck. but since she holding for the financial of the house i don think that she will be harm anyway.

我心中尚未崩壞的地方

醒在陌生的地方, 鏡頭變成了刀槍, 耳語也變成了真相。
吉他告別了肩膀, 詩人棄守了邊疆, 我們活在巨大片廠。
幸運的孩子, 爬上了殿堂, 成果代價都要品嚐。
單純的孩子, 是否變了樣, 跟著遊戲規則 學著成長。

轟轟烈烈的排行, 沸沸揚揚的頒獎, 跟著節奏我常迷惘。
當人心變成市場, 當市場變成戰場, 戰場埋葬多少理想。
回想著理想, 微薄的希望, 走著鋼索我的剛強。
偉大和偽裝, 灰塵或輝煌, 那是一線之隔 或是一線曙光。

每個孤獨天亮, 我都一個人唱, 默默的讓著旋律, 和我心交響。
就算會有一天, 沒人與我合唱, 至少在我的心中, 還有個尚未崩壞的地方。

歌手追逐銷售量, 記者追逐點擊量, 沒有誰比誰更善良。
無論天后或天王, 無論小兵或老將, 曲終人散都要蒼涼。
期待著彩虹, 所以開了窗, 窗外只有灼熱閃光。
所謂的彩虹, 不過就是光, 只要心還透明, 就能折射希望。

每個孤獨天亮, 我都一個人唱, 默默的讓著旋律, 和我心交響。
就算會有一天, 沒人與我合唱, 至少在我的心中, 還有個尚未崩壞的地方。
其實我們都一模一樣, 無名卻充滿了莫名渴望, 一生等一次, 發光。
寧願重傷也不願悲傷, 讓傷痕變成了我的徽章, 刺在我心臟, 永遠不忘。

默默讓著旋律, 和我心交響。。。

至少在我的心中, 自己為自己鼓掌。。。

每個孤獨天亮, 我都一個人唱, 默默的讓著旋律, 和我心交響。
就算會有一天, 沒人與我合唱, 至少在我的心中, 還有個尚未崩壞的地方。
孩子一樣, 不肯腐爛的土壤。
再唱再唱再唱再唱再唱再唱再唱。。。


作詞： 阿信 作曲： 阿信

11/10/09

今天跑去游泳，想着能活动活动就去了。。。
在这当儿，回忆起小时候老爸老妈在泳池旁的点点滴滴。。。
我大大力得深呼吸，想要保存那段时光，谢谢你们。。。
昨晚和三五朋友去吃晚餐，我叫了float，就是那种有冰淇淋加可口可乐的一种饮料。。。
好怀念，好怀念。。。
下次一定在找俩老时，陪他们吃西餐的时候，叫一个float来喝喝,呵呵。。。

think of me (phantom of the opera)

Think of me
think of me fondly, when
we've said goodbye
remember me
once in a while, please
promise me you'll try

When you find,
that once again you long
to take your heart back,
and be free
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

We never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea...
but if you can still remember,
stop and think of me

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen,
don't think about the things
which might have been

Think of me
think of me waking, silent
and resigned...
imagine me, trying too hard to
put you from my mind...

Recall those days,
look back on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do...
there will never be a day when
I won't think of you

We never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea...
but please promise me,
that sometimes
you will think of me

02/10/09

看了那张照片酸溜溜的，我恋爱了吗？！不知。。。
但是清楚得很，少了一个人被我谈天，一个非常重要的她。。。
我是该为她祝福的，但是我少了这个勇气。
看到的时候还蛮震惊的，很难想象。。。
少了我的依赖的她还习惯吗？！
少了报告给我的她还习惯吗？！
想得太多的我实在太矛盾了！！
很恨这样自私的自己，非常的讨厌。。。
我会选择歌剧魅影的phantom一样，
在最好一幕唱出"It's over now, the music of the night"。。。

Nightime sharpens, hightens each sensation
Darkness wakes and stirs imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defences
Helpless to resist the notes I write
For I compose the music of the night

Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tendor
Hearing is believing, music is deceiving
Hard as lightning, soft as candlelight
Dare you trust the music of the night

Close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth
And the truth isn't what you want to see
In the dark it is easy to pretend
That the truth is what it ought to be

Softly, deftly, music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it secretly possess you
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness which you know you cannot fight
The darkness of the music of the night

Close your eyes, start a journey to a strange new world
Leave the thoughts of the world you knew before
Close your eyes and let music set you free
Only then can you belong to me

Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savor each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the power of the music that I write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make the music of the night

cited: Phantom of the opera

带着祝福的心态，祝你们幸福美满。。。

02/10/09

压力，压力，压力。。。。
过了23岁，感受到无形的压力，压得我好重好重。。。
外在的压力还好，内在的却让我受不了了。。。
老妈的那句话叫醒了我，而且是很大力的敲下去。。。
因为家永远都会在那里的我回去，等我回去接管。。。
我的自尊心很高，很难跨越过去的，在那之前我会努力的表现我的本事。。。
不想被看不起，不想做无能的人，不想靠家人。。。
虽然另个角度看，这样做对我很有利。 但是我不想要啊。。。
如果这样的考验我都无法通过，那未来的家我要如何成为你们的支柱呢？！
人生的抉择，每个抉择都会有不同的结局。。。
没有的回头，人生就是因为这样而精彩。。。
你要嘛赢得高傲，赢得自在，加油吧。。。